A few things....

Well, it has been a month since I have blogged. I promised I would do better, but... not so much! It just seems that when you get ahead, just a little, something always happens to push you way far back. I guess it is just called life! This past month has been a very emotional month. My sweet mother-in-law (well, technically ex mother-in-law), lost her battle with cancer on Septemeber 22. My dad is still fighting the fight, and doing very well. My oldest is almost half way through his senior year, and... I just simply seem to cry all the time! You know, I have never been much of a crier, but here lately, I am just one big weepy mess!

Well, now an update on the..... "dating life". I am spending more and more time with my ex these days, and things seem to be going well. The one thing I have learned not to ask him about is us! He does not like to talk about it, so I am left to use my imagination, which is not really a good thing. You see, imaginations can go way wild! I am trying to accept everything for what it is and take it day by day. Although, sometimes it is really hard, when all I really want to do is scream, " I NEED SOME ANSWERS!" So, I am learning patience!

I make a promise right now, to blog more regularly, for all my thousands of readers out there (really??? I don't even think there is one). Until next time....